ahardon

When you start to prefer fantasy to reality then there's a problem. A major mental and psychological problem. Whether its a case of one prefering to immerse one's self in an xbox gameworld, or fantasizing about mega riches you wish you had (of which is impossible especially with this kind of daydreaming), or in that silly cocoon where you foolishly pretend all is well and the world is a fair place. I could go on and on..... There are all kinds of fantasies we have that are not of the sexual type (though mine tend to be of a sexual nature!). I was masturbating when I though about this and now its all over and I dont get the point anymore.

Just kidding about the wanking though.

Any thoughts for today? from yesterday? There have been several, so i'll just have several bite sized posts rather than one looong monologue....

In the papers today was an article about a guy being arraigned in court over theft of N100 slippers. Can you beat that. When millions and billions are being creamed off the national cake every minute, we actually worry our heads over N100 slippers? Simply ludicrous and the silliest people are the idiots that actually arrested him (they obviously are jobless policemen) and the idiot judge that will waste his time hearing such a case (obviously jobless to with misplaced priorities!) Nuff said.

One of my several alter egos was around this morning. He's a Middle Easternish kind of guy. I call him Ahardon. Hit me hard this morning. Hope he comes round this evening....

Worried about work and have a feeling the clock is ticking on my job on this desk. Have an ill feeling that the end is nigh. Some other dude in my division was eased out yesterday because of none performance. I just might be next....

Still trying to come up with a Plan B. I cant understand why I dont have a clue what it is I should be doing. The only thing i'm sure about is this very korokoro job is definitely not for me. I've always wanted to get into public service though. Politics? Civil Service? How do I start? ideas would be welcome.