Two things I discovered today;

1. It feels good to be loved, especially the unconditional kind! I got home this evening and my two kids - my 3 year old daughter and 9 month old son - were both all over me. Siting and Jumping on my laps, hugging me, giving me lots of pecks on my cheeks and forehead and just cooing, and chattering all at the same time. Felt so nice being wanted and being the centre of attention of such innocent hearts and minds. Love you guys!

2. And the other thing? Well, just realised I've lost something very dear to me and had it for a while too. I guess nothing good lasts forever. They say that good things never come easy, well letting go of good things is even harder.

two years

I have been married for exactly two years today. Its not a bad feeling. Its been a good two years too though with quite a few turbulent events. But all in all, I can confidently say to all my single friends that marriage isn't one instituition to be scared of.

Happy anniversary!

skate

guess what? i like skating! and i just discovered this last week, Thursday to be precise but tried it again on Friday. But it is a wonderful experience, didnt think i'd enjoy it so much. Wasnt all glee though, fell four times! and my wrists hurt (always land with my hands instead of my behind!)

My wrists ache though. A lot of hard landings on my hands but just a few falls cushioned by my bum. I'm going to get a pair for myself...

offloading thoughts

Stuff on my mind. Not too happy (though not sad either). Though nothing serious, just a collection of plenty small stuff made me moody yesterday.

Work is annoying, sent 3 things to my divisional head for approval and she sent them all back. Just annoying cos with her these things (facilities) always take soooo long. So much back and forth and plenty of immaterial issues. Not getting any support or encouragement from her (never did and never expected anyway) but just don’t like when work takes sooo long.

Haven't been feeling too good. feel weak this morning just like yesterday morning. Mite feel better later in the day though. Have a feeling the malaria is still lurking beneath somewhere in my bloodstream

Sore throat is back since day before yesterday. Not any worse today but not much better either. I can live with it though, have some strepsil-like drug I’m licking…

My asshole hurts! (Funny but true). Used the loo quite a bit yesterday (3 times in the office and once at the gym in the morn) and the toilet rolls were much too abrasive for my sensitive behind. Been sore since yesterday. Now I'll b scared to use the loo if I can't rinse with water. Ouch!

Not happy with my finances, so many expenses. No savings. There's always something to spend money on, the expenses never end! And important stuff that cant b avoided! Definitely need an alternative source of income. Cant continue living from hand to mouth man...

Need plenty sleep. Feel weak and tired but think I've said this b4. That I'm repeating it probably means its very important! Bed bed bed or better still, a looong vacation! Cant wait

Last (that I can remember) but definitely not the least; my body's not getting as much sex as my brain demands. Undersexed. I'm very sure its affecting my psyche, physically too but that claim will prompt argument (afterall hardons don't come as often as they used to. Isn't that enuf evidence?). I tend to have more sex in my mind than I do in real life. Not good and not me. I love sex, I love everything abt it, the thot of me havin sex turns me on, I love beautiful humans of the opposite sex. Cant imagine a life without it. Sex is one thing I'm always game for in any mood, condition or time (add xbox to this list). Happy or sad, sick or healthy, morn or nite, jobless or not, its an activity for all seasons and always brings joy to my heart and mind (and loins)

Would b ashame if my body tuned off from it....

Scary thot

Just offloading my thots.